This is the year anniversary of when I had my surger! To be frank I felt deep in my soul that this would be my last day on earth and there was a small part of me that thought it would be for the best if it was. I had gotten to the place where I had mental prepared, as much as one could, with this uncert reality. Now, a year later I am getting my life back together, living on my own (with my baby girl, puppy) and working full time doing something that I love and using my personal experiences to try and help others. It is absolutely amazing to me how smart people are to be able to do the life saving work especially in times like these. In honor of this monum achievement I would greatly appreciate donations to the American Cancer Society to mark this occasion. Anything helps and please do no feel obligated even a share helps. I have realized that the reason these awful things have happened to me is to be able to help others in similar situation.